No more being nice
No more little girl
No more feeling sorry
No more saying sorry
No more mind scattering
More FOCUS
More AWARENESS
More AGGRESSIVENESS
More.
GIVE MORE.
Make it hard for them.
Strength is a state of mind"
I shall try again
Not because I want to
But because I know it is worth it; Because I am worth it
Because I know I owe myself another chance
And another one after that, and another one
Because I expect myself to fail; no, not fail- but make mistakes and mess up
What I don’t expect is for myself to accept that mistake as failure or defeat
I expect myself to TRY
I expect myself to make it HARD for my opponent
Even if the shots make it through, I expect myself to keep going, to take a hit and try with all my might to give one back (ideally maybe even more than one)
I desire to go in with a clear head
I wish to raise my awareness and lose humbly AFTER the fight is over
Not before.
I will not beat myself up for something that is new to me
I will however TRY
I will learn and I will TRY
And I can’t say I will not cry
Cause I will. I will just learn to control it better and lessen it as I learn til eventually my tears will only be visible for extremely good purpose.
I will get there.
I will.
